Angry!!!

I've discovered a really, really, truly disturbing thing. When I'm so angry that I'm about to lose my temper, listening to the same christmas songs that we decorate our tree to every year calms me down. Its magic. So its not really disturbing, but I thought it was weird that I even tried it in July. I figured I would tell all of you just in case any of you wanted to try the Statler Brothers for anger management. They are surprisingly effective :)

Guts...

just so everyone knows my guts have knots in them so tight not even a scout could get them un-done. I just flat hurt. I know its not somethin I ate cuz I haven't ate today but whatever it is I sure wish it would go away already. ANYWAY!!! I transfered to the bakery a few weeks ago to get adjusted to sleeping at night and it sure got me sleeping. My normal shift is from 5 am to 2 pm. I heat the prefried donuts and decorate them. Its like every little kids dream job... All I do is play with frosting all day. Its great :) Ok... My guts hurt like... Nevermind... The ladies I work with are so dramatic that I look like an incredibly low key, laid back, unstrung person. And that is saying something. I seriously do not have any idea how they can live with so much drama constantly. Something as small as a hangnail requires major surgery and being ten minutes behind in their work is the equivalent to being ten weeks behind. Its REDONKULOUS!!! O well. I suppose I ought to get to bed. GOOD NIGHT!!!

Riding The Hide

Vanilla Coke

I am madly in love with Vanilla Coke. Its tasty and delicious and magical. Well the other day I was having less than the coolest day ever at work and as we headed to our last break my co-lead came over and handed me a 20 oz of Vanilla Coke and told me that I was a lot prettier when I was happy so drink up. I hadn't realized that the last time I had smiled was more than four hours earlier. I don't know if it was the coke or the smile, but after I cracked both I felt 125% better about my job and myself. I'd be willing to bet if we each gave out a figurative Vanilla Coke every day that there would be a lot more happy people and we could probably fix a few problems. Anyway, that was just my little thought of the day. :)

Growin' Up

Ya know there is an awful lot of stuff that nobody bothers to tell ya about growin up before it happens. Some of it isn't so bad, like you really don't keep your highschool friends. Other parts of it are just flat lame. Such as your first true love really does have to end with your first true heart break and in order to get where you want to be you have to let a lot of people walk on ya. I guess they don't tell ya because its a lot like the first time you touched a hot stove, everyone told ya it was going to hurt real bad but you still had to try it out for yourself. I guess its the only way people would go through some of it. If they knew just what would happen if they touched that stove magically on their own then chances are they would never touch it. But since they learned it through hear-say they had to figure it out for themselves. I guess its all to see what we will do when the situation happens. If we will stay stiff, bend, or break. I don't think that the people who stay stiff all the time really live. I think we need to do all three. I think there are a lot of things worth standing for and some things that just aren't worth acknowledging. And while there are a lot of things that could break ya, there are very few that should. Well now that I've tried my hand at a little philosophy and had a bit of a vent session I suppose I ought to get some shut eye :)

First Note

Most my siblings have blogs and since I'm heading off to college and starting this thing they call real life, I figured I would start one of my own. So, I guess here I go on my own :)